Our last date, when we sat down, she explicitly told me we're not boyfriend/girlfriend right now, and we're just testing the water here and seeing how this goes. Which made me realize, I was making all this go CRAZY fast. 6 dates in two weeks… AND meeting my friends… AND I asked if her parents know about me… yeah, gotta slow down.
She agreed to another date, so sounds like she's still into me… she just wants to slow down. SHE wanted a goodbye kiss at the end of our last date, which was surprising because after what we talked about I figured I shouldn't ask for one like I usually did before.
I am an extremely anxious and antsy person. I like her but obviously I don't want to make her uncomfortable or feel pressured into anything.
Just a rant. Hell, I agree that it needs to slow down, it's just super easy for me to get carried away in the fast lane. I want to respect her wishes, and I have no reason to believe she's done with me or would lie to me, but my brain just keeps telling me "Hey. Hey pal. You fucked it up"