While it’s true i’m having a blast when i’m alone, I can’t help but wonder if in relation with others I’m more happy alone because of the possibility i’m with the wrong people for me. My circle are generally good people and includes me which i am grateful for but when they do invite me i start to feel anxious and think hard enough if im going to accept the invite or not. I also feel like i’m trying to prep myself emotionally and mentally first before going to the plans with them.
What am i missing here? I know im the only one who can answer this but would love to get some insights from people who might feel the same thing. I’ve already looked into the part that i might be just insecure but it’s been a long time since ive been figuring that part out regarding this particular feeling but it can’t be just my insecurities alone, can it?