(M18) my girlfriend(f19) been together for three years, we are going through our highschool finals and we live in a country where u go through more than nine exams to determine which college you would enter. We have been studying for these exams for about 11 months now and the last exam is due in two days, we were supposed to have a course together for four days after the exams that teaches you how to draw landscapes and draw buildings just incase if we got the degree only for arts and architecture major that we would be ready for the exam of that college. So the point here ik it has been a long stressing year on both of us we talked alot we got mad alot but this last month i felt like she doesnt even care about me anymore like she wakes up and doesnt even say anything and when i tell her i woke up she says"goodmorning, i woke up early but forgot to tell you" and stuff like she talks with her bestfriend(F) ig more than she does with me, and today i woke up and it seemed pretty we talked a bit then i told her i cant believe thats the course gonna be two days away after we finish exams and guess what she told me, she said oh about that unfortunately my mum changed that place i would be attending at, even tho her mum knows me well and the last two months i have met her mom once a week literally and talked to her alot and her mum doesnt have anything for me so i wouldnt guess that her mum was the main reason for her to change the place we were supposed to attend at. I can see it from her i can see me being ditched rightaway after the exams. Sometimes i feel i dont want a rs in general like if we are not gonna sacrifice for it then why do it but at the same time i really love that person and owe them big ones cz she helped me through alot, i wanna know whats ur opinion on this, am i just being dumb or is there really smth?
TL;DR
We were supposed to have a course tg and she decided to attend in another place with other teachers without even telling me to go with her.