She spat on me / idk how to feel
I was having sex with the woman I’m seeing (we’re both 27). We’ve had sex a few times already – all great. But last night when I was on her boobs she pushed my face in and I couldn’t breathe. It scared me. Then later she spat on me and I just felt so gross and violated. I’m not sure how to feel. I didn’t have anyone to talk to so posting here. We still had sex, but now I feel gross and weird.
She spat on my vagina that’s what I feel gross about because it didn’t feel sexy or something I wanted to happen. She then fingered me and I just wasn’t ready yet. I wanted to kiss and cuddle, but I just seem to watch it happen and wait for it to be over. I still came, I guess I still wanted it, but it all felt very weird.