I (28F) went back to college. The program is small, we've all become quite close through the first year. He (20M) and I started becoming better friends during second semester because of being in a group together. We'd get beers with another friend or two after class. It was always so fun, I loved that I made friends even though I was older.
I was back in the area recently visiting on a small break from my summer job and we met up for a couple drinks. We ended up sitting by the water and just holding each other for a while? In a very comfortable silence.
And then we went back to his place for the night and just cuddled and slept. We didn't even kiss. I had to leave early in the morning to get back for work. So of course we didn't talk about what this intimateo moment means.
It was really nice.
But of course I feel weird about it for obvious reasons..
And I think I like him?
And I hate that, I feel icky about it
Thoughts?