Totally understand!

A lot of people don't understand that people that do drink or are considered alcoholics are self-medicating . So just know this. I mean you have to get help to get off of alcohol and then you have to find medication which is very very hard!! Because once you're diagnosed as an alcoholic, you have a label on you! This is not good! Because a lot of us can live normal sober. If we have the medication that helps us but doctors do not want to give us the medication they can help us because they believe that we are addicted to everything! Sorry to tell you this but you have to start working for yourself and advocating for yourself