I M25 just recently got back in the dating game after a few years to finish my school and set my career up. I met a girl F22 and after a few months we decided to become official and then we started having sex. After this we discussed our sexual past and I tell her ived had regular sex and only with girlfriends since Im not a fan of hookups. She then tells me she's had a few one night stands but worst of all she said she had a threesome MFF.
She is super in love with me any act of grief, anger, or sense of me leaving drives her crazy and wants me to be okay. She suffers mentally and emotionally based off that relationship last year. She tells me she made lots of mistakes in her past obviously and doesn't want me to judge her off that, but really how can't I???
I just can't get over the damn fact that she had casual threesomes and open relationships with a dude that beat her and gave her black eyes and even ended up getting her pregnant and giving her an abortion. I then saw text messages of her saying goodbye saying " I'm happy things ended well for you" after HE DECIDED to finally make her go away.
I played it cool but it's been eating me up inside. Who was it, why him, who was your girlfriend, do you guys still follow each other on social media, does he brag about it to his friends?
Its haunted me so bad in fact I don't even tell people I'm dating her because I'm embarrassed to be seen by people who know about this event and ived always been a conservative minded person.
As I read this, let me be clear I don't have an issue with her having sex before me, I'm glad she experienced normal stuff, but this story she told me is horrendous and extreme and makes me feel so sick and disgusted that she was used that way.
I do like her and haven't brought it up since she told me months ago. It's been months ived tried to forget but I can't. Please help and thoughts thank you!