I (24 f) and someone i kinda dated (35 m) and like to hook up with here and there and the sex is awesome really great, in the moment. I always thought i was a vanilla sexual person but he has shown me new things that would be considered "taboo" and i really enjoy them. Such as anal, getting slapped, really overly aggressive stuff and super gross stuff as well basically.
Everytime im done i feel weird like what is wrong with me to actually enjoy that? i talked to my sister and she said its all gross stuff. so in the moment i love it but when im thinking about it i feel so grosss she said maybe its the age gap making me
feeling gross too and idk maybe