I have this feeling which I do know to be not true but I don't know I still feel it somehow. I reallly think that it's too late for me to know other people, almost everybody knows everybody and nobody else bothers to get to know other people and I'm stuck here friendless. I know people, people know me but that's just it.
I only have like 2 or 3 friends but at times there would be this feeling of jealousy crippling all over me. Like you guys have other friends?? How??
It's probably not very nice to say this but one on my friends actually is a lot… let's say introverted than me. She is clumsy, awkward and shy in general. We are pretty much alike but how can she have more friends than I do? Have I done something wrong?
I know I'm not the least to look approachable (I'm aware that I have this resting bitch face) and currently I'm trying my best to go against that. I try to smile and look more pleasant but still no one would approach me??? Is there something wrong with me??? I'm not the best at conversation and would usually shy away from any form of conflict, but I can join in and laugh alone with others once in a while. My problem is just, why don't people approach me???