My friends want to take me out to this comedy show and then they'll have their afterparty which will be a bunch of strangers and even people you can mix and mingle with.
I generally have low self esteem about my self so all sorts of thoughts come over me like what if the person on stage just points me out and just makes fun of me or bring me up on stage.
Secondly, if I do make it out of there, then theres the afterparty where everyone will be mix and mingling with other people or within their friend group and I don't want to stand there like an idiot not talking to anyone. I'm not in the point in my life where I am killin it in life and have things to be proud of like my career, or even hobbies so I see myself as uninteresting anyways.
Any way I can overcome this or try and escape the thought of going?