Everything was fine af, but then we moved out to different countries in order to accomplish our studies, since then everything is a bit messed up. She really loves me a lot so do I, but the thing is I feel like long distance is ruining our sex life completely, back then we use to meet once or twice a week and sextext on daily basis, but now it’s like we hardly can meet once a year, and barely sextext cause of time zone and academics.
Personally am okay with long distance cause it’s just a matter of few years, but the least thing I want is to sextext, idk why it’s not happening, from my side am always ready but she’s not and I totally understand her situation.
The fact is that atp my high libido is forcing me to cheat on her. But I don’t want to! So I’ve been on few alternatives like watching adult movies, porn, etc. still it’s of no use cause the amount of satisfaction I get it with her is irreplaceable.
I am helpless! I tried confronting but could not find a solution & things are getting worse between us. I am getting random thoughts of breaking up and finding someone else in my town or just having few hookups..