Hi, few months ago, I (M18) started going to new class, where no one knew anyone. There was a very beautiful girl, and when we got to know each other in that class, she seemed like the best girl in the world. She was very nice, friendly, smart, dear and just AMAZING. Well, I fell in love with her and want to have relationship with her. But, i never told her anything, because i didnt want to be too quick on this. Well, as time go through i realized she is not what i tought. She is completely different then she seemed, absolutely not that "amazing girl". So i knew, i don´t want to have anything with her, as i wanted so much. BUT. My mind still love her, and i dont know why. I think all the day about her, BUT I DONT WANT TO. Im constantly jealous of her, my mind is forcing me to watch her social medias and just… she grabs all my attention. My mind don´t like any other girls, just her… And im tired of this.
What should i do?
(anyways sorry for my english)