I think I broke my penis with chronic masturbating. Need help.

Throw away because I'm embarrassed. I think I broke my penis because my penis doesn't feel pleasure any more. For background I'm 29, never dated or had PIV sex with a woman and have been masturbating since I've been 15. Usually watch porn and jack it to get off. Recently have been weaning off the porn and jacking but now it's like the head doesn't feel pleasure anymore and heck I've tried a sock and it's like putting a sock on a broomstick handle. I spent a hour trying to get it to feel pleasure but to no avail. I'm just devastated I can't feel any sort of pleasure and I think I ruined my manhood and source of pleasure. Is there a way to fix this? Any advise would be appreciated.