I struggle making friends

Hi I’m Adrianna I’m 18 years old and have always struggled making friends, I have friends but I don’t ever feel like I have a connection with people, the only person I’ve felt a connection with is my past boyfriend who has left on a religious mission. I make friends but at about the year mark things get a little weird and the friendship tends to end. I have a close friend now but she has other friends in highschool (I’m graduated and my friend is a year younger than me) I feel like it’s probably not as fun to hangout with me. I just really want someone that’s like me, I feel like there’s something wrong with me. I live in a small town in Utah and I feel like there’s no one like me here. Help me !!